My stat-site of the this WP blog show that somebody found my blog by asking some search engine (notΒ Google) ‘does drinking alcohol desensitize me to love?
In case you are still around: I think the answer is yes. Alcohol numbs all kinds of true observations and real feelings but it feeds sentiments and the untrue stuff. If you want to find out how it works: quit drinking. π
I need to be in bed in time so no further thoughts on the subject. I would however appreciate it if you would leave a message. π
I am happy that I quit. Life is starting to change. I still have difficulty relaxing after the stressfull time of the last months (boss, no job, tax audit) but I think I’ll get there. I did celebrate my 29 months sober with ordering 3 t-shirts and 4 books. Hey, I saved more than half a year salary the other day with the tax audit so it feels like I am entitled to. I only had 1 t-shirt left without holes anyhow. Now I will have 4! π You can’t believe how rich I feel. Not having to wash every second day would be nice.
I am happy I quit. A woman who loves herself would eat less chocolate because I feel it disturbing my bloodpressure and heartbeat and it is not nice. Not sure why (tf?) I eat it. It is starting to irritate me even more but I am still walking this strange road. It will sort itself out someday. π We have a saying; a pitcher goes so often to the well that it comes home broken at last and another one: the shore will change the ship’s direction / will stop the ship. I have currently no influence, need all my energy to perform in my job and stay healthy till halfway april at least because then I have a big work test. After that I can, I don’t know, start to live a little?Β
Wishing you a nice sober evening / day and a good week! I am happy that I quit, my life is on the move again, slowly, but it is. π
xx, Feeling
Does it De Sensitize you to love? Absolutely! and to every other emotion too.
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Yes, it does!
Happy 29 months again!!!
Mine is coming up soon!
Hugs!
xo
Wendy
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I just remembered!
You must be 30 months now!!
xo
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No no no no… or? Nooo, 25 august and then sep 1, oct 2, nov 3, dec4 , jan 5 plus 24 = 29 months π I’m not emotionally ready for 30 months! π
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Yes it desensitizes you to everything and it distort emotions too….Feeling I just love love each love the building positivity I’m hearing in your posts these days. Makes my heart smile.
Jenn
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I think autocorrect messed up my message..hopefully you’ll get the idea π
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π Got the message. π
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I agree. It desensitized you to everything…
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It most certainly desensitized me to intimacy! And love, and most other things.
What a fascinating search question to be found? At least, the one who searched for it, found something in the solution side of the drinking problem….
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Yeah. Same here. π Desensitization all around. But wasn’t that exactly what I was after? To ‘not feel’ and ‘not be’ because stuff hurt too much. Untill the drinking started hurting worse.
xx, Feeling
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I searched for it. I’ve been clean 41 months. Searching for answers… Thanks for all the posts.
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Hi Sandi,
Good to hear from you! π And if I am not incorrect we have the same quitting month because I counted and I am 41 months and 19 something days.
I hope you found your answer?
xx, Feeling
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